I gave birth in August of 2018, and I’ve been fighting that urge to get pregnant again.

But the past couple months, I’ve had really bad baby fever. My husband is apprehensive about us getting pregnant right now (I’m going to college for my degree in English Education), and I’m doing my best to respect his wishes on the subject.

But OMG it’s so hard. And to make matters worse for me, I missed my birth control appointment. So I mean it’s even more tempting to try for a baby right now.

It’s hard because we want two different things, so I’m putting his view before mine. PLEASE TELL ME I’M NOT ALONE. 😭