I will be 38 weeks tomorrow and going for my weekly obgyn visit. Hoping to get a membrane sweep and schedule an induction due to her being 2 weeks ahead of schedule.

The hubby is acting funny, now going to work out and having his "friend" come pick him up to work out at 4 am. When normally i get up about that time to pack his lunch and fix his breakfast, which he doesn't want anymore, and he stays in the bed until 545 knowing he has to be at work at 6. I am not trusting this but oh well.

Now that i have brought up the matter of him wanting to work instead of being there for me with the delivery,and he is addiment that he did not say that. I am to the point i dont want him there. I will be leaving the house with my daughters after delivering. I deserve better and i know it!

Somethings are not adding up, like this whole new work out thing, why are you putting on colonge to go work out? You been sleeping down stairs and even thought we had sex in November. Last time we were intimate was at the end of October just before hollowseve. Not to mention you dont correct your daughter when she talks recless to me or be disrespectful. Didnt even correct your mother in our jome when she did it due to the lies of your child! You didnt start to act this way until your sister threatened me yet again and said to me in the threat that she would tell him that i slept with an old mutual friend. Being the woman i am i told hubby about the note and the truth. Yes i did sleep with the guy when we dated back when we were TEENAGERS!!! Thats waaaayyy before you and i became serious stupid!

My hubby and I have known eachother since we were 14yrs old. He knew i dated the mutual friend and all about my past, hell i dont hide anything from him because he knows it all. But to treat me like an outsider when i am carrying our second child i just cant fathom. Im done, finished, and hurt, but will remain strong

I got this! Alone

Sorry about the rant, but thanks for reading....