Ladies,

This might seem stupid to some. But to me, I’m struggling. I got pregnant first try with my son. He’s the best! Although this toddler phase is rough some days. Anyway, back in the summer I got pregnant by surprise. We weren’t super happy about it because it came as a total shock. Our son was just in a super busy age and I felt overwhelmed. Anyway, as the weeks went on, we got really excited and then I miscarried. I am SO sad. I feel like I hold myself together really well. But every pregnancy announcement hurts me so bad. It just reminds me of how far along I should be and I feel so much guilt for not feeling excited at first. So the miscarriage made us realize that we are ready for another baby. I’ve been trying for months and nothing. I get it can take time. We’ve been fasting and praying for months. And I’m just feeling like my prayers are being ignored or like Heavenly Father feels like I can’t handle another child which then makes me feel like a crappy mom in return. I keep reminding myself to ask with faith knowing it will happen. But my faith is dwindling every passing month with negative after negative. I guess this sounds so dumb that I’m struggling over something so little when there are bigger things going on. But this is big to me. Can anyone offer some good verses to read or talks?