I really hate to complain and I never want to seem ungrateful. Im so blessed. And i know I am. But I cant help how I feel. And i just need to vent...

Im a SAHM

We have a dog (adorable 1 year old german shepherd)

We have one car that he takes to work

(I cant drive anyways- epilepsy)

Pretty much 0 friends since having our baby girl

My husband works 12 hour shifts

And when he comes home, he takes our dog out for a long walk (were not comfortable with me and babe going by ourselves while hes gone to work)

We eat dinner, get babe ready for bed and then if were lucky we have an hour to ourselves each night.

Hes so tired. I need a break from baby.

And so each other comes last

Every night.

I feel like i have a roommate instead of a husband.

No romanace

Sex the rare times we have it, almost feels unnatural. I rather just do it myself.

Literally our dog gets more time with my husband than i do.

My husbands a great man. And i do love him

But i dont have a connection with him right now outside of us being a team in our roles and raising our child.

I told him all this. And what does he say? "Its annoying that I feel that way."

Ouch.

Feeling very incomplete, insecure, and lonely

Thanks for reading this far ♡