Honestly have no idea why me and my bf never have anything to talk about in person or on the phone.

And when we argue or do talk we text and there’s like big gap of hours in between each text, I understand he’s a dad, has family, always busy but like wtf where do I fit in anywhere!

The excuses I always get from him

Oh my daughter had my phone that why I wasn’t texting you.

Oh I was showering

Oh I was in the bathroom

Oh I was working out which this one I understand

But like wtf there’s always buts I know he loves me and all but like I can’t go to him about everything because either when we talk he don’t let me fully express myself and interrupts me and the feeing of me wanting to talk goes away.

Social media shit I don’t really care but he doesn’t want me to post anything about me or him like a photo of us or something he says because he doesn’t want everyone to know about his business, almost a year together and he hasn’t even told him family or parents that he has a gf they think he does but they don’t know who I am his daughter always tells me your not my dads gf and like I don’t trip about that because she’s small but he doesn’t say oh yes she is my gf I just feel like I have no clue wtf is going on honestly

Don’t even know what a relationship is anymore or love

Hate crying and thinking at night