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DeMiaaa

Hello i’m at 18 years old and just found out 2 days ago that i am pregnant i’m still in school and graduate in 4 months. I’m so scared because nobody knows but my babydad and his mother and i don’t want tell my family because they will start calling me fast and have an opinion. my babydad is 20 and we been together 2 years on and off he have no job no motivation he gets his money outside most of the time and i don’t have a job but i will find one asap. i was wondering if i should get an abortion but i told myself “no”many of times because i layed down and did what i did so i need to take responsibility but i feel like the timing is wrong and i don’t have money for a baby right now. what should i do ?