When I was first told that I wasn’t ovulating, I was upset but I was told there were ways to combat it with medication and such. I found out my insurance won’t pay for it and my husband isn’t willing for us to pay for it either. I feel like I’m drowning. I know that adoption is an option but I have always dreamed of having kids and it’s just not the same. I’ve been bawling like a baby for an hour and I can’t calm myself down. I can’t come up with anything that would make me feel better right now and feel like I just lost a major part of my life.