Pregnant again after 2 MC

I found out I had a MMC at the end of September and had to have a D & C. Right before Christmas I found out I was pregnant again only to start miscarrying on New Year's eve. I never got a period after the last miscarriage, and I found out last week that I'm pregnant again.

On Friday, I had my HCG drawn and just found out it was 858. They wouldn't set me up for a second blood draw until after the first proved I was pregnant again. I go in on Wednesday for the 2nd draw. That number is higher than my other pregnancies at this point, but I know nothing can be done until we see which way the numbers are trending.

pregnancy after MC is nerve wracking. A lot of waiting. A lot of unknown. A lot of possibility. I'm trying to stay positive, but sometimes it can be hard not to worry.