I really truly feel depressed.. my boyfriend and I have been rocky, and he just broke up with me through a text message yesterday because I told him I needed a break and didn't want to see him.. my mom yesterday gave me a deadline to break up with him by (which was this coming Friday) or she would take me off the car insurance, take away my health insurance, and cancel my phone. He proceeded to break up with me about 5 hours later. Today I come home from student teaching and my grandmother has taken it upon herself to message HIS mother and tell her to keep her no good pos son away from me. My family doesn't think she did anything wrong.. but I'm in the wrong, and all she did was help me. My mother called me a pussy, my grandma told me I need to grow up and not cry because I should be mad. Apparently I'm not allowed to cry after being with a guy for two years and having him end it over a text message like an actual pussy and not a man.. I have to agree with them or they sit there and tell me that nothing I had with him was real. That everything was always a lie, and they don't understand how hurt I am because I thought I loved this man.. I really did I thought I was in love and they are forcing me not even being single for 24 hours to look into men that they want to choose for me. I don't know what to do because I feel like I keep screaming and no one hears me. They do what they want and I'm not allowed to have a day.. I'm 21 and my mother and grandmother just ruined me ever wanting happiness again. I feel like depressed that I can't do anything that I'm not allowed to do anything because I'm this "pussy." I can't retaliate and get mad or I'm a pussy, I can't cry over how heartbroken I feel because I'm a pussy. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I don't wanna go on because of them because now they're making me feel like I don't deserve to.