BFN and no AF

Amy

TMI - AF is due today but is not here yet... I took a pregnancy test and got a BFN. I’m having clear and watery CM. Everything I read mentions that’s due to higher estrogen levels and could be an early pregnancy sign but I had the BFN and am yet again feeling defeated... I hate the wait. My mind is playing tricks on me doing the “what if’s”, trying very hard not to get my hopes up more than they already are😞😞😞