So I’ve been hooking up with this guy for the past week. Lemme tell you it’s some bomb ass sex. Like I feel like I’m on a cloud right now, aside from my vagina bursting out of my body swelling up. We went a round tonight and then my 11 year old sister walked down stairs after we had just finished cleaning up and ya know.. yeah. Anyways, she sat there and was playing with him. Keep in mind I’m pretty good friends with him. He started playing romantic country music and singing love songs to me. The moment was perfect until three dangerous words slipped from my mouth... I told him I loved him... After a minute or so he said it back because my sister was sitting there waiting. I knew he wasn’t telling the truth though. So after we cuddled and watched movies with my sister, he sat up and told me he had to go. So I walked him out. He kissed me like I was his girlfriend and called me babe. But he had been doing that the whole time. We were never in a committed relationship but we had an understanding with each other. Don’t get me wrong, we like each other, but he just hasn’t asked me yet. I texted him about 20 minutes ago asking if he was honest about what he said. His response was he wasn’t ready. So I tried to play it off that I didn’t know why I said it. He joked that it must have been a spur of the moment feeling. So then I told him I was going to bed. His reply was just “night.” I have no clue how I’m gonna talk to him now. I feel like an idiot. For all I know, I am most likely his rebound. I’m literally crying writing this because you all probably know that it wasn’t a “spur of the moment.”

What are your suggestions? Should I try to move on? Should I tell him I wasn’t lying? I don’t want to lose him because of my feelings.