Honestly this is probably more of a vent than anything. Breastfeeding is so hard mentally. I want to do it, I like the bond but I also wonder if I want to do it more because I feel guilty not doing it. I’ve never had this amazing supply but it’s been fine until my daughter hit two months and going through a growth spurt. I have a terrible slacker boob that gets 1/2-1 oz only so I can only get a total of 3-4 oz and I have a feeling she needs 4-5. She started sleeping through the night and I know I should pump but my husband works out of town during the week so it’s literally my only time to sleep. I get no breaks. Part of me feels selfish because I don’t want to get up to pump and I’ve been having to supplement here and there. Why do I seek so much of my worth in oz