I am in actual tears. She just turned 9 months yesterday and it’s been horrible. That night she woke up at 4am crying and fussing and ready to go. It took a full hour and some to put her to sleep. And it all went downhill from there when she woke up in the morning yesterday and today all day she’s been crying and whining and fussing wanting me to hold her 24/7. Even when I sit her down and talk to her she will whine and cry and crawl to wherever I am and cry at my legs when I’m doing dishes or peeing or laundry. Or making myself something to eat. She will CRY. I gave her gripe water today because I can’t even do it. I’m seriously considering Tylenol because I don’t know what’s wrong! Separation anxiety x 100!

I wear her in a sling and she cries because she wants to get out.

Currently have cartoon songs singing so I can have a moment to write this and cry. She wakes up frequently at night too. I am exhausted and feeling postpartum blues in Canada I can’t go for a walk because it’s so cold. Its been hard..