I have been with my fiancé for five years. Lived together for almost the whole time. We’ve been engaged for about six months and recently moved to a big city together about a year ago. We’ve had our ups and downs but we’ve always loved each other, and the other week he told me that he didn’t feel like we had a connection anymore. We live together so it’s pretty hard not to see him. And this is very devastating for me because I had no idea he felt this way? We’ve been trying to conceive for about seven months now, obviously not anymore, but it still hurts to know that he was trying to have a family with me and then says this. it was all very shocking to me but he said that he has felt this way for a while. So we were done for about two days, when I asked him to give me a chance and he said okay, and he told me he loves me and wants to make this work. A couple days later he told me never mind and he loves me but it’s just not the same, broke my heart again. And then a couple days later he came home again, crying and told me how sorry he was and how we connect so well and are soulmates and how he wants to marry me and grow old with me, he gave me back my engagement ring too. Now, a few days later he’s telling me AGAIN that it’s just not the same and we need to end things. And the only time he says he wants to end it is when we’re in a argument, and the reason we got into an argument was because I was feeling insecure with our relationship which I feel like is reasonable through the games that he’s been putting me through.We live together, We live in a whole new city together, we’ve been together for five years, we’re supposed to get married and have a family, we have animals together so I just don’t know what to do. My hometown is very small and I really don’t have any friends because he’s been my best friend for years. I have one best friend but she has a boyfriend of 5 years as well so it’s not really like she’ll come out and party with me. I don’t have any friends (literally) and not much family so I’m not really sure what to do. I can’t just get up and leave my life out here, but I want to. But I’m really nervous that I’m not gonna have a life because I have no friends. I can’t go back to school. What am I supposed to do? I don’t want to give up on my life I have. I feel hopeless.