I’m so in love with him and completely heartbroken. I feel lost and without purpose. I don’t know how to feel. I’m just numb right now.

One of the biggest factors was compatibility. I have a huge problem with conversation. I just don’t know why I always felt like I had nothing to say and couldn’t converse. In the year I’ve been with him we barely had good conversations other that the surface level shit.

All our messages would be ‘hi you okay, what you doing’ blah blah blah.

I know he tried but I was the issue.

Even when we would go out or I see him. My mind would go blank. I want to say something but I just can’t think of anything.

Anyway it’s too late. I fucked up and his gone now.

I hope I heal I find happiness and purpose