So I’ve been diagnosed with ptsd, bipolar disorder, anxiety, depression, schizophrenia, the whole nine I’ve been suicidal and just not where I want to be, and I’ve tried to have a good head about this I’ve had to recently stop taking my medicine because I’ve found out I’m pregnant and with that I’ve been seeing things.. sometimes and hearing things.

Im going back into my funk where I’m not getting out of bed I’m coming up with the dumbest excuses to miss work and I’ve been bad for a while now.

Because of this job I’ve missed seeing a therapist I’ve missed dr appointments and I’ve just been trying to go to make money because life isn’t going to get easier if I’m broke. My boss has been helpful she’s given me rides and paid for rides for me and asked me how I’m doing.

The past 3 weeks I’ve been there getting my shit done and then I called in twice once because I was having cramps and bleeding and then because I didn’t have a ride nor babysitter for my 3 year old. And she went straight to Facebook talking shit about me saying how I can’t handle 20 hours and how it’s funny and it’s my fault I’m like this. I’ll take all the responsibility for my actions and not being where I need to be but I’ve been working my ass off despite not having the mental support I need and for her to bash me on fb and then behind my back to my coworkers I think is childish and just pisses me off for even trusting her. Maybe I’m tripping and I deserve that but to me when someone’s already down you don’t push them even lower. What do you guys think.? Should I confront her.? Should I let it go.?