Rashes on legs due to autoimmune disease

So ladies, I have a rare autoimmune disease that causes sunburn like rashes, fevers , really high white blood count , fluid in the chest etc. I have this gross leg rash that has green bumps on it, I did a skin biopsy found it it was infected hairs due to inflammation from my autoimmune disease. They are chronic has been on my legs for 3 years. I am very  insecure about them 😔 I haven’t had sex since getting them because I’m afraid the guys are going to think it’s gross. I really would like to get back out there, but this is holding me back. I’m doing well in my treatment, my blood count is still little high but not as much as before and my rash flare ups twice a week which is better than every day. I just wish I had my confidence back, so you ladies think my leg rash would be a turn off?