AF due in 5 days at 13DPO

Going out of my mind! Am wishing the days away and every time I go to the bathroom I am dreading that awful discovery of AF arriving early which is what happened last month.... although last month I had already started spotting and so far this month no signs 🤞🤞🤞🤞

Anyone else struggling with the tww?? I work full time so I should be distracted really but somehow work makes it even harder as I can’t focus!

Considering testing tomorrow at 9DPO with an early detection test, or is this a bad idea?!