So I am 21, lol I dont look like it but I am. Well I was left for being emotional (after my ex asked me and convinced me to get on antidepressants) like out of no where. I was sad depressed all that but now I feel good and like ready to go out and find a new relationship. I just moved to a new area, and I have no friends either. I actually really never had friends only friends in school but never out side of school. As an adult how do we make friends or find new people? I see people with friends doing things and having fun and I am so jealous and feel unworthy. Is there something wrong with me? I haven't really been able to keep female friends. They always leave, is it me? They never say why. I just wanna go out and party laugh do stuff.

How? How do I date too? Is it all online? I am sad and lonely lol. Idk I do get really depressed tho, can someone help me out? Sorry its dumb.