Sorry I just need to rant

I'm so sick of my parents, they don't respect,trust or even half the time care about me. My mum was hardly around when I was younger cause she worked nights and we had school, but when we did see her completely over looked me and was always with my sister. My dad he has been emotionally abusing me my whole life. Hell we had one of my dad's friends living with us for like 12 years and he sexually abused me, you think they would notice that but nope. Oh and when my mum found out and we went to tell my dad he yelled at for for interrupting his gaming. My sister gets every little things that she wants when you asks or she throws a huge tantrum so they will say yes. Meanwhile it takes me years of asking nicely to get one thing that I want. I'm also not allowed to see friends without being interagated about who, what we are doing and when. But my sister who is 16 can have her boyfriend stay for almost 2 weeks and that's okay.

I pay them money each week so that we can get some extra food. And yet I don't even get a say in what it is. And I'm always the last person to find things out, even if they only concern me.

And tonight I was sleeping before dinner cause I was really tired after coming home from my course, and they don't even come and tell me that dinner is ready. They say they tried waking me up, but there trying to wake me is is yelling from the opposite end of the house.

Sorry but I just really needed to rant.