8DPO and crazy

Jane

I thought i can hold myself well. But after getting off feom work i broke down and did a test. Of course it came negative. I warned myself that it's okay but in a way i feel disappointed. I don't know if I'm imagining things but i think I've been having mild cramps so i gave in to my desire to test. 😭

This is my first month ttc since MC in December.