I feel like I've been trying for so long and the whole process is just breaking my heart now. I'm not doing opk's anymore, it just kills me to see it constantly negative, never getting any darker. My obgyn put me on medroxyprogesterone because I haven't gotten my period in the last 3 months. It's supposed to bring on my period within two weeks and it's already been a week and nothing. Not even spotting. It's so hard to BD because hubby has low testosterone so he's hardly in the mood, and even when we can he doesn't always ejaculate. I'm just so ready to give up, maybe it's not meant to be, maybe I'm not ready to be a mother. 😢😢😢