So according to LMP, I'm about 8 weeks pregnant (still waiting on my referral to be processed and that's a WHOLE other story) and this pregnancy is kicking my ass. I'd say that some days I have energy and get stuff done, play with my daughter lots, and my hunger and nausea are perfectly fine. And then other days, like today, I'm an absolute blob on the couch and nausea blows. My daughter is 2 years old and I literally feel like the worst mom. I had tv on all this morning before nap, took a nap as well hoping for mid-afternoon energy and... nope. Still exhausted so I'm going to have to let her watch TV cause I have no energy to help her stay busy. I just wanna cry. I try really hard to be there for her and yes I do still turn the TV at the end of the day, but that's to focus on making dinner and get other stuff done before my husband gets home. But all day TV?? Ugh. I just feel like the worst. And my anxiety already sucks with waiting for my first prenatal appointment hoping everything is ok with this pregnancy. So it's like everything combined just makes for waterworks.

(Also I hate complaining cause people have it worse than me, but I wanted to vent to someone)