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Taylor • Mama 👩‍👧‍👦

So I just separated from my husband. Long story short, cheating via Snapchat camgirl models, I ended up with chlamydia in November despite two negative tests this time last year and he claims that it was luck I didn’t get it after two years (yeah right 🙄) and denies he cheated physically.

I have a daughter with someone I dated 3 years ago, he left me for another woman. I have an almost 1 year old from my now ex husband.

I guess I just need to hear from other people that... idk... men won’t be scared off by the fact that I have two children with two different guys. I’m afraid people will think I’m slutty or easy or what have you. My daughters dad who left me, we were together for almost 4 years and she was a surprise. My husband and I about two and a half years (I got pregnant with birth control in my system, got married because we wanted to). I just dont want to forever lose my faith in men 😢 3 relationships in my entire life (all 1.5 years+) and all 3 cheated. I’m just so tired of this happening. It’s always right after I have a baby, so I’m terrified that if I meet someone and we get married and have a baby, this will happen again.