I’m just ranting about dehydration

I’m 22 weeks and still suffering from hyperemesis!!! Im on bonjesta and sometimes it just doesn’t work and I’m so sick of it all. I spent last night in the hospital getting fluids and nutrients and I came home & got my prescription & a smoothie this morning and was feeling great and then start getting diarrhea like 2 hours later!!!! I keep getting dehydrated and I just hate it all. I feel like I’ve been on and off iv bags since 6 weeks and I’m just so so over it.