Since the day I found out I was pregnant I wasn’t happy! I wasn’t excited! I don’t feel a connection at all! I guess bc I knew then that I didn’t want this! I don’t want this! I’m not ready mentally or financially to be a mother! I was never even sure that I wanted kids at all! So this definitely isn’t what I want @22 with full time job and full time college student. There is a pretty rough and tough story with the bf but hes happy and Excited and I’m not at all!! I know what loving a child feels like bc my nieces and nephews are my heart! I LOVE THEM!!! They’re my everything! But rn I do not feel any connection. I’m about 6 1/2- 7 weeks now. I’m miserable! I can’t get to the abortion clinic bc I don’t have a ride and the nearest clinic is hours away. I work 5-6 days a week. And I don’t have a car. I do not want to have a child! I just don’t! I’m so unhappy BC of this I wish my life would go back to how it was! This is the worst! I’ve thought of an abortion since day 1. No one knows but him! If I tell my family I’m also going to tell them I want an abortion. Idk how they’ll feel but it’s how I feel....