I hate that I had a miscarriage 1.5 years ago, I hate that I still don't have a baby, I hate that people get pregnant as soon as they start trying, I hate that people get pregnant with out trying, I hate that people can get pregnant on accident and I can't get pregnant even when taking vitamins, <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a>, exercising and doing everything I can, I hate that my friends and family all have kids, I hate that old school mates are having kids, I hate that everyone around me is so lucky and I'm here with my husband struggling to conceive, all I want from life is to be a mom and that seems like the only thing out of my grasp. There are times when I want to give up and stop trying, save up money, travel and do things with my husband but then I think of what could have been and just want a family,I can travel with my kid(s) and husband and enjoy my family. All I want is a baby of my own to love and cherish, with all the nasty things that come with it.