After years of trying with my ex husband and giving up on the idea of ever being a mom, my boyfriend and I popped this little gem on sunday. We are both so excited!! I only wish financially we were better prepared (playing catch up after the divorce still) and I feel guilty not being better off but my dream has come true and I could not be any happier than who I'm having a baby with. I thought I was infertile, a few doctors appointments (just for me, ex never went nor bothered to get checked himself) and many, MANY countless nights crying myself to sleep over negative tests. Its here. My dream. I think the universe was telling me something and I'm glad I didnt bring a child into my previous relationship. Heres to October babies and healthy and loving relationships!