My stress and anxiety during this pregnancy has been so bad that I now have hypertension. My BP this last week is always around 146/90 even in low stress situations (meaning not at the doctor) i already have GD so I’m

Really freaking out about this. I did not have diabetes or hypertension before pregnancy. I don’t wanna die or my baby to die bc of hypertension. I know most of this is caused by my unmanaged anxiety disorder. I used to manage it with Prozac and Marijuana but stopped both when I found out I was pregnant. I’m in CA and I have nobody to talk to. I think it’s mostly related to my horrible anxiety disorder so maybe if I smoke I can fix my hypertension now before it causes damage. Also smoking allows me to workout bc my fibromyalgia pain is so bad without it I can barely get out of bed. When I smoke I can workout almost daily without pain. Should I just smoke weed so I can calm down and also workout and be healthier? Or allow my doctor to drug me up with hypertension pills? Nobody ever responds to me on here and I really need advice and help!! Please what should I do?

Also protein has never been found in my urine at any pre-natal appts