itching to test!!!

i never get any symptoms before AF arrives, only when she's in town. so she's supposed to come in 3 days but yesterday and the day before i was cramping but it stopped. now i'm feeling a little under the weather with an increase in my CM, id say it's more than what i've been having this cycle. as much as i want to test i also don't want to be disappointed. 😞 something's telling me i am but i don't want to symptom spot.