God I miss her

Jo • 1 Ectopic 2 early losses, now mommy to the beautiful E 🧡🧡🧡💗

My sweet girl is now spending Thursdays with her auntie to settled her in for when I go back to work. I’m ever so grateful that a family member can have her and know my SIL loves her. When I dropped her off this morning my SIL said that she would like her two days a week from March - I go back to work May. I know it’s a sensible idea and knowing that she is happy will help with the whole going back to work. But I really don’t want to be away from my girl for two days a week. It feels like we are on borrowed time as it is. I never knew I would miss her so much I just want to squeeze her 💗💗💗