Pregnancy just effs with you. The doc can give me all good news & my brain will still cycle nightmare scenarios. I have an <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> pregnancy with a previous early miscarriage so the stakes are high here. I’m sure any mother feels the same no matter her struggle or ease in becoming pregnant. But because of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>, I’ve had weekly blood tests. So far, HCG results are totally fine: 273 to 7000 to 46000. I should be thrilled. But I’ve been spotting light brown for almost a week. No severe cramping & healthy nausea has already begun. Doc isn’t remotely concerned, but it doesn’t stop me from suffering two anxiety attacks in one week when I’ve never suffered them before. Hopefully, my first ultrasound on Monday will provide me with the peace of mind I desperately need. Or I’ll just find something else to stress about.