My sitter sent me a picture of my girl all smiles and lit up. It's so cute and I appreciate it so much but I am now sitting in my pumping room crying my freaking eyes out because I miss her during the day so much 😭 Working hasn't gotten any easier since I went back in October! I feel so angry and resentful I had to go back so soon anyways. I've been trying to find a part time job to work just a few days during the week but there aren't many. I feel crazy and don't know what to do.