I usually don't do this but I need some positive energy

So I have a rare genetic disorder where I get tumors on nerve endings putting me at high risk for certain things.

I got word yesterday the one tumor i have that is causing pain is worrying the Drs and I will be screened for cancer. Biopsy and everything and then they will proceed with what needs to be done.

The end game is that there will be surgery. I do know that. But hearing the fact they are worried is cancer really got to me since my birth mom (I'm adopted) just died from cancer less than a year ago.

Currently having a hard time coping. I know it's a low chance still but something in my gut has been telling me something is off and wrong with my body.....I feel lost in a daze.