In my first two week wait after losing my first pregnancy on 12/30/19, and I feel sad and frustrated and hopeful. I shouldn’t have to be doing this. I should be in my 2nd trimester. I should be showing my little bump right now. Now I’m back to where I was a year ago. We really didn’t try for that long in the grand scheme of things, but I have my hopes up really high that it happens much faster which concerns me that I’ll just be devastated when it doesn’t. But I have to make myself mentally tough.