So the other day I wrote about my pain and everything I been going through on here... so tonight I decided to write my husband a letter on my feelings because when I talk to you I start to cry or I get angry.... I told him how I feel on his sister just using me and how I feel like I’m in his back burner and he puts his family first over me... I mean that’s not a bad quality but when he works like 50-60 hours a week and we hardly spend time together because I work and have kids and sports and we haven’t had a date in over 5 months it’s starting to get to me.... I told him I see myself just being his house keeper and his family go to person but I can only do so much today was his day off and where did he go to his family to help them and I been here washing cleaning and in a lot of pain I had to take my daughter to practice and do things on my own I feel like I’m the last in his list... hopefully he reads it because I’m feel like if this doesn’t change I don’t know what to do anymore I will be a single mom again...