I need to share how I'm feeling and hope some of you don't judge me. We've been trying for around 2yrs. I'm finally pregnant - 5wks 3 days. Had an early scan due to complications last year and got to see its all OK so far and going back in 2 weeks to hear the heartbeat. I am not sure how I'm feeling. This is what's bothering me, I am confused and not sure if this is normal. I am starting to feel worried about the massive change that's coming to our lives, home, my body and I'm so scared of labour. I've never been admitted to hospital and I'm worried I won't be able to handle the pain etc. I know people say, you'll forget it all when it's hear and that's the advice I'd give others but now it's my turn I feel so confused. I feel bad because I should be so excited - right? I'm worried about the change for my husband as well as me, we're used to our routines and that'll all go. What if that makes us argue? We're so solid and I'm scared of this huge change. I've told him how I felt and he assured me I shouldn't worry etc. If I say all this to a Midwife then they may think I'm suffering with mental health and I don't want that. I'm just anxious and not sure what to think and expect. Maybe it's because I'm out of control? I'm 37 and this is my first. I feel so confused 😔