Vbac to c section

My crazy birth story started on monday 3:58am with persistent contractions. Headed to hospital about 1hr away from home. Contractions were 3mins apart lasting 40secs. Reached hospital got checked out and am 6cm dilated. I had a c section with my previous baby 1year and half ago. So I was trying VBAC. Got my epidural relaxed ready to push. Pushed but baby couldn't get out. The head wld come closer and then go back. Docs used biceps.. they cut to create space but in vain. Ended up in an emergency c section... tried pushing in OR before they did it but couldnt feel anything. Guess what all this time the baby was a whooping 9 pounds and it just couldnt be born normally. Right now I have a beautiful 9 pound baby with a csection wound and a cut from my vagina to my rectum. Well it was worth it. But if I ever get a big baby again ain't doing vaginal anymore.