Ready to be DONNNEE

ughhh I see everyone else already having their babies that were due after me! Literally everyone I knew that was pregnant and then I come here and everyone else is having theirs, I’m 39+2, been having contractions inconsistently for almost 2 weeks, I hurt so bad, I’m just done and honestly I just wanna hold my baby😭😭😭 I just got checked and I’m 2.5 dilated, 60% effaced, and she FELT HIS HEAD with her fingers in my cervix. Like he’s so freakin low it’s actually painful lol. When will it be my turn?! 😭😭😭