I’m about 4 months pregnant and already have two other kids. I haven’t actually taken a test because the topic of me being pregnant turns into a fight every time. I’ve had all the symptoms that I’ve had in the past and I’m never late. I really want this baby but my bf doesn’t think it’s a good time and is pushing for me to get an abortion. I’m really struggling with that because I’m already so far along and because I was pregnant once before and he wanted an abortion so I did it. That was the worst decision I made, I regretted it for years and really struggled with it. I feel like if I give in and have an abortion like he wants that I will really struggle to stay with him and be happy and if I don’t that he’ll resent me. Anytime he brings it up, I break down and can’t even talk about it. Part of me hopes him seeing how upset I get over it would change his mind.