Kind of lonely...
So my little girl decided to start coming earlier. I’m 28 weeks. I got to 6cm and they were able to slow it down and get my contractions under control. I’m really not use to depending on people and I’m always taking care of everything which is what makes me feel why I went into labor so early cause I over stress and do everything for my husband and we have a 2 year old and just moved into a new house so I’ve been over doing it and not listening to my body when I should of rested😢 . And my husband decided to work during this time I’m in the hospital since I am not having her yet. Which I think is fine you know? And I’m here alone all day and my mother has my other daughter so I can rest and I’m so thankful for everyone helping out. but I still feel so alone. It doesn’t seem my husband is supportive.. which is maybe why I feel this way? when he gets off he doesn’t come straight to me... and when he is here he doesn’t really even hold my hand or talk to me and if he does he says I’m being to emotional and difficult so I stay quiet.. but I’m worried and scared of how early I am but it seems I’m alone in this feeling 😅 i can’t even talk to him.. I just kind of cry through the days wishing I had good friends or anything during this time. I’m still in the hospital.. I feel like I’m being to selfish in just wanting someone to be here to hold my hand during this time.. it just would be nice to have someone take care of me for a little 😞
any mommas out there that just feel kind of lonely?
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