Previous loss and pregnant again, anyone?

Taylor • Wife 💍 One early miscarriage Dec 2018 👼🏻 Currently due with our rainbow baby 8/11/2020 💙💖

Previous loss at 7-8 weeks in Dec 2018. Currently 13w4d with our rainbow baby. Saw a strong heart beat at 11w3d and baby was bouncing around. First trimester wasn’t horrible but wasn’t the best. Now, I feel almost back to my normal self. Probably doesn’t help a friend let me barrow her Doppler and I can’t find the heartbeat. I know this is normal but I’m still freaking out worried about my child. Anyone else feeling this way?!