Hey :)

So for this school year I’ve started to realize I think I’m trans and I’m starting to experience some serious gender dysphoria and anyways I’m new to all this and I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions on how to get a chest binder without asking your parents of something if you don’t have a credit card and you can’t really go out alone and buy stuff. I would ask my parents or friends but I’m not exactly ready to come out especially since I’m not sure of anything yet. Also any brand or anything you’d recommend? I’m just trying to discreetly experiment to make sure this is how I feel. Any advice would be great thank you :)