I know this is stupid but I can not stop crying about my babies gender. I am so depressed to the point of where I absolutely have no interest in this pregnancy anymore. I feel terrible about myself feeling this way but I can’t help it.

UPDATE: I understand where you guys are coming from, I already have two children(boy & girl). On top of that I had three miscarriages, so out of everyone on here, I should be the happiest one knowing that -so far- everything is okay regardless of gender. I can’t help my feelings and I guess I posted on here to get advice about this.