I dont know if is deppresion or what but i dont really feel good, i dont like My life and that makes me sad.

I always do the same thing go to college or stay in the house and on weekends i go with My dad to the same place always because there is nothing else to do (my city is small and boring)

I dont go out with friends because i have to take care of my brother because my parents are working and i dont go to parties because is night and is Dangerous and i dont have someone to take me to the parties

And i feel that my life is always the same and that Makes me emotional because i feel i am losing My Best years

I am 18 btw