Female Check up

I am very concerned with how my vulva appears. The skin isn’t smooth (I get bad pimples that hurt really bad and last for weeks) and it doesn’t smell very good down there either. I know it’s supposed to smell like a vagina but I’ve been noticing a stronger scent.

I am ashamed to even make an appointment for a pelvic exam and annual exam. I’m so scared to get a check up. I know they will tell me what’s going on and give me solutions to get my issues to be resolved but i am just so scared and nervous to go 😩