I aint shit

I honestly feel like a piece of shit work has me stressed i cut end with my mom and being a mom has me drained i hate this feeling i love my baby but i feel like a complete piece of shit cause im at the point where i wish i wasnt a mom i know it sounds horrible but i fucken suck at being a mom i can't even get control of myself i feel so many emotions i wanna just quit my job and shut myself but i obviously cant ive never felt this before and i dont even know wtf to do with myself everything has been going from bad to worst i cant even keep a healthy relationship with my partner i fucken hate myself at the moment