With me. Im almost 12 weeks pregnant and its been pretty shitty with my mood swings and major fatigue and just like not feeling like myself. We dont really have friends, were kinda hermits. So weve been each others drinking buddies until obv i got pregnant. Whenever he drinks now he always finds a way to make me feel so terrible about myself and all of this. ALWAYS mentions how im gonna sleep and he will be drinking alone. Or basically insinuating im boring now. Every time he drinks he finds a new way to hurt me and it seems like he thinks im using the pregnancy as an excuse when it isnt that way. For example today he mentioned how ive changed and how im always miserable and if i shouldve done more research on pregnancy to see this is how it was gonna be. I try to fight back and say like not to speak to me like that but it just backfires so bad. Im just feeling alone and misunderstood... i feel like bc im not vomiting and like visibly terrible... its not believable that i literally feel like shit on a daily basis. All damn day. But i know it comes with the territory and it doesnt mean im not grateful to be experiencing such a magical time in my life. He tells me im too sensitive and too bothered by everything. Im just so down about all of this. I hate feeling so negative and worry about the stress of it.

Well thanks for reading if you made it this far. If anyone has felt the same please share how you get through it. Were a great team on a normal day. Alcohol just brings out this ugly. Makes me feel like hes not happy that were pregnant. Idk.