long story short:

i lost my little girl at 22 weeks.

went into labor and had my little love at 22 weeks 10.30.19.

i am now pregnant again, i am worried if my body can handle this pregnancy.

i have so many questions, I am undoubtedly excited but so many ‘what if’s’ are lingering. will this be a healthy baby? will i make it to hold my sweet baby in my arms?

i want to believe that i will SO SO badly but mentally i’m stuck on what happened with my previous pregnancy.

will people think i’m trying to replace my little girl?

so much stress, just want to enjoy this pregnancy. 😭