I missed my period in January took a pregnancy test and it’s a bright PREGNANT.

I’m married , i have a step daughter a 2.5 year old and a 10 month old. We aren’t ready for more children. i do not want to tell my husband right away because it is going to stress him out with everything going on etc. . We have 3 girls. I’m just feeling lost ! I’m so mad at myself we have been being so careful literally sooo careful ! 😭 just feeling so scared and nervous. Agh i can’t imagine doing this again. Just looking for uplifting spirits 🥺😒 i guess I’m afraid my husband is going to be upset because you guys we feel so overwhelmed right now with our girls. 😭